Hello world...

So hello everybody, my name is Cynthia and today is my 23rd birthday. I just spent the last 2 hours crying because as silly as this may seem I feel old. I am not the average 23 year old I am not going out to party tonight because I am a mom of a 2 year old and I'm 6 months pregnant with number 2.SO this may very well be the hormones talking but I see how quickly my lil man is growing up and it makes me realize how quick life is zooming by and what have I really done? I havnt finished school working part time as a cashier and don't get me wrong I love my boyfriend and kids. At the same time this isn't what I saw myself doing...I took a quiz and apparently I'm in a full blown quarter life crisis and I'm hoping this year with the help of this blog as an outlet, I will somehow be able to navigate my way out of this crisis and finally find my way out of the maze of self doubt and worry in my head. I am ready to live life instead of worrying about how I'm not living to d fullest. All for now -Cyn